September

September, a huge huge month for me..

it should be the most happiest month of my life to be happen with,

it was my birthday's month, on 30th
and it was also her's birthday at the same month but just few days different..

was planing to celebrate with her for the 1st time...
ask for the cake.. her favourite cake with different side topping
saving money for the present that she wanted so badly

and of course i don have so many cash, i'm still s

tudying
so i did something extra to gain some extra money..
that nobody knows what did i do till nearly fail my subject of my education, but i manage to get everything safe and sound..

it was tired, but i'm happy to think that the present is become more near and near to me to have it already..

*sigh*

things just happen..
we broke up..

i was lost..

don't know what to do..

everything just to sudden..

i cant sleep, every time when i close my eye, the only thing i saw was you

i cant eat, even i did order the food that i always LOVE to eat and it was really tasteless...

now i really understand, when u really fall in love with someone, and he/she want to break up with you, it really feel like dying... it's

really the suck-est moment of my life...

my heart was just felt like being stab, keep stab...

was being drinking and even smoke so hard....

damn... it was really shit...

in the end.. i just decide to throw all the money to my birthday party then...

at least i still can give some happy time that night for my friends...

world is changin, technology is changin, everything around is changin...

but why did u change as well..

well.. what happen did happen...

nothing i can say much about it anymore...

Just wish you stay happy and take good care of yourself...