Its so real...

I dream about u...
It was so real....
when i open my eye's, i tot u were beside me..

i still can feel im hugging u..
when my nose touch ur face..

everything...
:')

i really hope i never wake up from that dream...

just after a call that i called to u, wish u have a safe journey, enjoy ur trip
you should know who im saying if ur seeing this...

病 @ 寂寞

病了。。。


一个人的生活，

没有人会来照顾。。

病倒声音都快没了，头昏。。。

只是希望你知道，我真的很想你。。。

但是。。。。

你选的是他。。。

一个会不理不睬的男人，而不是曾今为你付出的。。。

真的不明白。。

我没前途？

你尽然可以用这个借口。。。

我又不是没读书。。

就因为他FORM6就比较有前途吗？

还是因为我没车没钱？

不是每个人一出身，家庭都是有钱，有能力给一辆车的。。

心，真的很痛。。。

真的很寂寞。。。

:'(

September

September, a huge huge month for me..

it should be the most happiest month of my life to be happen with,

it was my birthday's month, on 30th
and it was also her's birthday at the same month but just few days different..

was planing to celebrate with her for the 1st time...
ask for the cake.. her favourite cake with different side topping
saving money for the present that she wanted so badly

and of course i don have so many cash, i'm still s

tudying
so i did something extra to gain some extra money..
that nobody knows what did i do till nearly fail my subject of my education, but i manage to get everything safe and sound..

it was tired, but i'm happy to think that the present is become more near and near to me to have it already..

*sigh*

things just happen..
we broke up..

i was lost..

don't know what to do..

everything just to sudden..

i cant sleep, every time when i close my eye, the only thing i saw was you

i cant eat, even i did order the food that i always LOVE to eat and it was really tasteless...

now i really understand, when u really fall in love with someone, and he/she want to break up with you, it really feel like dying... it's

really the suck-est moment of my life...

my heart was just felt like being stab, keep stab...

was being drinking and even smoke so hard....

damn... it was really shit...

in the end.. i just decide to throw all the money to my birthday party then...

at least i still can give some happy time that night for my friends...

world is changin, technology is changin, everything around is changin...

but why did u change as well..

well.. what happen did happen...

nothing i can say much about it anymore...

Just wish you stay happy and take good care of yourself...

跟你说好出门前打电话跟我说，你说忘了。

好

当吃早餐时也没打，但可以Insta。

算

一阵天在马六甲玩，Insta到3点多，也没sms或打电话通知一声。

说电话没有电了。。

也算了

那是全部人都没有电了吗？

到我7点多打别人的电话找你才可以。。。

是你可以忘记我到这样的地步吗？ 还是是我的错没有打电话找你

homeworkSSS

this homework.. that homework... kanasai.. cannot finish 1...

working alone so sien.......................................

妳妳妳

妳妳妳~

每天都很想妳。。。。

当妳说没有人陪妳吃东西我真的很想直接冲过去找妳。。。。

当妳说妳喉咙痛很想一直一直要你喝很多的水。。。

可是妳又说要吃kampung/烧鱼我又很难说不。。。。

》，《

没了妳真么办~~~

爱你~

：）

木啊木啊*

Title~~~

since posted yesterday, why don't i continue write for it.. :)

anyways~ had pizza for my lunch~

dominos.. we get 3 pizzas for only rm30~ ahahaa~

and they still gonna free 1 snack bread(i dono what it calls)

eat till stomach full also just finish half~ XD

30 minutes ago was planning go down from my stayplace for a swim..

in the end... hahaha... my friend watching movie.. and then i keep sitting infront of my PC...

>,< non healthy at all...

tonight~ going to find my babe for sure :) "LOVE YOU"

XD

thinking take some of the pizzas find her coz i cant finish it btw~ :P

so ya... thats all about it i guess.. :)

Decisions

am i should start writing again.....

every time i come in here see my blog...

feels terrible for it...

for so long already i didn't update....

wanted to have the mood when i first time got my own blogspot....

i want the mood come back to me.....