Its so real...

I dream about u...
It was so real....
when i open my eye's, i tot u were beside me..

i still can feel im hugging u..
when my nose touch ur face..

everything...
:')

i really hope i never wake up from that dream...

just after a call that i called to u, wish u have a safe journey, enjoy ur trip
you should know who im saying if ur seeing this...

病 @ 寂寞

病了。。。


一个人的生活，

没有人会来照顾。。

病倒声音都快没了，头昏。。。

只是希望你知道，我真的很想你。。。

但是。。。。

你选的是他。。。

一个会不理不睬的男人，而不是曾今为你付出的。。。

真的不明白。。

我没前途？

你尽然可以用这个借口。。。

我又不是没读书。。

就因为他FORM6就比较有前途吗？

还是因为我没车没钱？

不是每个人一出身，家庭都是有钱，有能力给一辆车的。。

心，真的很痛。。。

真的很寂寞。。。

:'(

September

September, a huge huge month for me..

it should be the most happiest month of my life to be happen with,

it was my birthday's month, on 30th
and it was also her's birthday at the same month but just few days different..

was planing to celebrate with her for the 1st time...
ask for the cake.. her favourite cake with different side topping
saving money for the present that she wanted so badly

and of course i don have so many cash, i'm still s

tudying
so i did something extra to gain some extra money..
that nobody knows what did i do till nearly fail my subject of my education, but i manage to get everything safe and sound..

it was tired, but i'm happy to think that the present is become more near and near to me to have it already..

*sigh*

things just happen..
we broke up..

i was lost..

don't know what to do..

everything just to sudden..

i cant sleep, every time when i close my eye, the only thing i saw was you

i cant eat, even i did order the food that i always LOVE to eat and it was really tasteless...

now i really understand, when u really fall in love with someone, and he/she want to break up with you, it really feel like dying... it's

really the suck-est moment of my life...

my heart was just felt like being stab, keep stab...

was being drinking and even smoke so hard....

damn... it was really shit...

in the end.. i just decide to throw all the money to my birthday party then...

at least i still can give some happy time that night for my friends...

world is changin, technology is changin, everything around is changin...

but why did u change as well..

well.. what happen did happen...

nothing i can say much about it anymore...

Just wish you stay happy and take good care of yourself...

跟你说好出门前打电话跟我说，你说忘了。

好

当吃早餐时也没打，但可以Insta。

算

一阵天在马六甲玩，Insta到3点多，也没sms或打电话通知一声。

说电话没有电了。。

也算了

那是全部人都没有电了吗？

到我7点多打别人的电话找你才可以。。。

是你可以忘记我到这样的地步吗？ 还是是我的错没有打电话找你

homeworkSSS

this homework.. that homework... kanasai.. cannot finish 1...

working alone so sien.......................................

妳妳妳

妳妳妳~

每天都很想妳。。。。

当妳说没有人陪妳吃东西我真的很想直接冲过去找妳。。。。

当妳说妳喉咙痛很想一直一直要你喝很多的水。。。

可是妳又说要吃kampung/烧鱼我又很难说不。。。。

》，《

没了妳真么办~~~

爱你~

：）

木啊木啊*

Title~~~

since posted yesterday, why don't i continue write for it.. :)

anyways~ had pizza for my lunch~

dominos.. we get 3 pizzas for only rm30~ ahahaa~

and they still gonna free 1 snack bread(i dono what it calls)

eat till stomach full also just finish half~ XD

30 minutes ago was planning go down from my stayplace for a swim..

in the end... hahaha... my friend watching movie.. and then i keep sitting infront of my PC...

>,< non healthy at all...

tonight~ going to find my babe for sure :) "LOVE YOU"

XD

thinking take some of the pizzas find her coz i cant finish it btw~ :P

so ya... thats all about it i guess.. :)

Decisions

am i should start writing again.....

every time i come in here see my blog...

feels terrible for it...

for so long already i didn't update....

wanted to have the mood when i first time got my own blogspot....

i want the mood come back to me.....

holidays~

today is holiday~ nua at home doing nothing... facebook~~youtube~ game~~ now bloging...

sigh.... cant my life be more colourful?!!!

so now im gonna get my ass up and away from my computer.. SWIM!

LETS GO EVERYBODY~

and my buddies is reach kl already~ but we will meet tomorrow.. :)

looking forward of tomorrow's club with my bibi... XD

miss u~

sigh........

yesterday was writing... but half way i close and stop... something happened and i don wanna continue write somemore..

today was normal

everything was fine

you were fine

i looked fine....

but my heart...

the hurt..

the feeling..

was bad...

i know u still with me...

i know...

but i cant help to feel unhappy inside...

it was the most painful things happen to me..

i cried...

XD

post post post.. few months update 1 time... hahaha~ today got people said my blog dead again~

so come update jor lo... XD

few days later having fun at my collage halloween party~ 1st time celebrating halloween... good experience~~ hehehe~~

was make up~~ dress up~~ and helping out the event on the preparation~ wooho..

and now i finish my blogging... can i?? pls~~~

i find somemore thing to write next time ya... :)

ahahahaha~

hohoho...

wanted to update... since long long time ago... but i'm just getting busier and busier..

but the things that keep me busy is all the happy things that keep happen around me recently...

keep receiving assignments... and i admit that quite lazy i am to finish all the works... but i have to get it all done by this few days... the last date line is this month... so the time is so short for now..

only at this kind of situation then just i feel like writing sometime for my blog...

^__^

there is few days i was so bad in luck.. (wonder why)

every time i eat something, inside it sure will got another thing.... like receipt paper... HAIR!

argh... ~_~

its happen on me for 2 or 3 days.. then everything is fine... till my collage friends said some of them got hair inside their food...

0_0 i'm just like.. OMG.. the hair curse get away from me and get to my friends... its funny...

XD

my wangsa house is like not a house that i sleep 7days a week.. i just go back for 3 or 4 days 1 week... hehe... house mate is like betting about me that "today will jordan come back? 99% wont.." haha~

this morning just went to collage to have a seminar about the ptptn loan for my collage.... i thought that it is sure i have to prepare some documents and fill up maybe 2 forms... but hell no.. the "road" to get this loan is so 'mafan' have to go here buy pincode, then go this bank to open an account, then ask parents to go sumpah something... @_@ getting dizzy about it~

gonna get back to my homework.. or else i'm finish... :(

see ya~~

(and few snapping while boring.. XD)

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*yawn* just wake up... then think of the blog of mine....

being colded again~ zzz

1 month 2 post?? oh my... last time can even 1 day with 2 post when the morning and the night time... now so blank what to write....

ARGH!

yesterday was the drama presentation day... me and 3 more of my friends having an act... each of us represent the famous and coolest artist at Renaissance time... but... have a look on the out fit of mine... my classmate said the i more look like UNCLE KENTUCKY more then the drawing artist...

XD

there is no picture for the moment~~ so i will repost the picture soon after i get them... ^__^

after finish this... gonna go for working already... ~_~

homework haven't finish... tomorrow gonna rush... sad.....

but anyways~ ^__^

thats all i think... :D

hmm... since a while... macam 1 2 weeks le.... XD

so far so many things did really happen here~~

hmm.. start from last week then...

kakaka~

thats the time Allan show himself to kl with his gf Ah Dek ^__^

and we having a short but fun time~ staying at hotel~~ eat something GOOD~

and have movies~~ actually we try to have 3 movies~ but till the end at the last movie so sleepy...

ahaha~ decide to go back hotel and have a sweet dream~ that how we waste the 3 ticket movies..

just took a bit picture~ but enough~ ^__^

a very nice chicken pie~ ^__^

Pig Leg ! ! !

after he went back to Singapore to continue chef~ me go back to the horse drawing at SELANGOR TURF CLUB..

its so tired to get up so so early everyday and went back home sticky and smelly everyday~

but in the end the horse turn up to be a very very colourful and pretty horse for me...

XD

now im home everyday and sleep late as usual~ XD

hahaha~

but yesterday just going out with friends~ and we watched POP

know whats that?? XD

Prince Of Persia~~~

2 hours show~ it is nice ^__^

and later about 6 am gonna have 2 friends from terengganu come~~

so we'll hang out for few more days till my holidays end~

XD

hmmmm....

so far thats all la~~

The competition in on~

This morning having the art class and we was like old times... drawing the setting... but different is that we are not using newsprint paper but another 1...(forget what it call) XD

by the way~ i used pencil and charcoal this time.. quite like the tone that charcoal can make.... it is very very dark and i like it~ ^__^

and when the class is finish while waiting for friends to finish packing~ i said something funny to Huey Shan N Ao Jian~~ XP didn't mean to make fun of u two de~ soli soli~

This is what i have drew.. Ms Tan said that the lips do looks like Angelina Jolie's

After the class we going for our lunch at Secret Recipe.. then we are heading to The Palace Of Golden Horse..

it is where we going to see how big is the horse and how we are going to paint and create our own design on it~ ^__^

This is the chart~ and our horse is the number 9~

And~~ this is the horse that had been choose~ XD

the horse is like 7feets long and 6feets height.. so is actually is a real horse size...

and is big.... EVEN TALLER THAN ME !!! O_O

sitting down looking at the horse and thinking~~ hmm~~~

"what are we gonna do with the money that we win... XD"

(to early to think of that la)

Wish Us Luck Ya~ ^__^

zzzzzzz

damn pissed.... finish typing already actually... then stupid browser got problem then everything go become zero... WTH !!!

RRRRRRR

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last 2day i have a friend asking me to booked him a hotel~

so i helped~ just called my aunt for the booking... and all goes perfect~ ^~^

and now just waitting him to come to kl~

and yesterday WE (me , MuMu , Simon) 3 people goes to MidValley watch a horror movie..

A Nightmare On Elm Street

erm~ 1st horror movie that i watched inside cinema actually... not so horror also... XD

haha... just the sound make me jumped... haha...

quite nice^__^

and to day~~~ went to work... move the stock to store~~ making some sales~~ and took 2 shirts as well XD

hehe~~ this time i took 2 black T-shirt.. hohoho ^~^

and now i feel tired... the eye is almost collapse but yet didn go to sleep yet~

hehehe...

smsing + chatting 1st.. kakaka~~

nite nite~

Ot....

Was so late already~~ still drawing...

have to pass up 50 of them~ the patty eraser's drawing...

but my eye was already half way closing la... :(

today i had bought a new mattress... cost me about 370~ but it is a thick 1... so i think worth it pa...

later gonna try to sleep on it already.....

Cant wait!!!! ARGH!!!!

chat chat a while at msn 1st~~

then later gonna have a good good night sleep on my NEW bed~~ XD

tomorrow having a 9 am class....

and tomorrow after finish class gonna help my fren get a reservation from my cousin's hotel~ ^__^

good night~ :D

reborn?? again??? XD

ahahaha~~~ after long long long LLLLOOOONNNNGGGGG time..

im back for my blog...

^__^

change the theme.. the pictures.. the fonts...

fuh~ quite a lot works...

and there it is~ my new blog looks like...

so so so~~

have to start draw something already...

write more again next time.. XD

hmm.... these few days sista's shop do come a lot new shirts...

when u all free must come 'pong chan' leh...

^__^

just come back from eatting at barakat...

im wonder when im gonna have my SNSD music album...

it is not just an ordinary album...

but with all 9 people's signatures....

woohoo~~~

damn happy...

but i have to get the resit that i had already put rm50 as the deposit so that others wont buy it away from me...

and the resit now is on one of my buddy....

cant wait.... >.<

Taeyeon~~~ fighting~~ XD

hohoho~~ 1st time taking this kind of picture...

XD

happy~~

this are the cloths from GX2

there gonna be more in the future....

GX2 will also have an online order on the website soon~

we will post the latest on the website..

be patient ^_^

gonna recover my deadly blog soon~

>.<

hohoho~~ this 30th i can go back to my hometown already~~

XD

damn happy about it...

just now go sing K with my shop's staff...

very fun ^_^

they help me celebrate my birthday early~

hehehe..

tomorrow morning when reach shop gonna help allan find his dvd that he ask for...

and also tomorrow night gonna finish packing all the stuff to take back to Trg

hohohohoho~~

^_____^

 today got many new stock ^^

tomorrow i will post some of the new shirt and coat..

^_^

nothing to talk much.. haha~

will post something nice soon ok...

patient..

for a long time didnt update my blog....

suddenly like the coat from my sis's shop

got a lot of things wanna post out already...

but not now i think..

so sad i cannot go back for raya....

T_T

hmm......

sick now~~ 

fever

cough

everything come together on me... 

ish~

sakit kepala aku~~

>.<

for a long long time didn update~~

now simply post somthing up lo.. XD

hehe~~

lovely nephew ^o^

Eason

and lastly...
MJ

nothing to talk about~~
just wan to post picture~~~
^_^

today my parents come KL ady~~
so happy!!
hoho~~

we go eat our dinner after i finish working..
daddy suggest me where to go eat...
i straight said out loud!!!
BAH KUT TEH!!!!

MUAHAHAHA~~~

so damn nice lo~~
daddy bring us to jalan raja laut there eat the
BAH KUT TEH
he said it is nice to eat from long long time ago~~
woohohoohoho!!!!

long long time update once...
XD

but better then didn update for real lo...
rite??

hehe~~ :D


Mandy
one of the staff..
but 30-06 is her last day ady~
so no more working at GX2

there's some of the picture~

^__^